a time to vent...

As I lay here in some contemplation on the nihilism and faithlessness which had come to overshadow and consume the existence I had painstakingly carved out for myself,I take a few moments in the dark stillness of my temporary solace; the inner sanctum of my room, to silently scream my displeasure at the heavens...not uncommon in my silent tirade was the phrase "why me?" frustratingly, the very question which constantly went and goes unanswered