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Thursday 7 April 2011

A little penitent thought which caused a tangent


I’m sorry is an infinite phrase,

Yet so woefully inarticulate:

It does not show the hollow space,

The horror of err it seeks to placate.

How it tries to stem heat and hate

Is it not yet so weary?

Change must come and tethers broken

So why do I feel pangs at your dislocation?

I know you said friend, I said not lover

Yet I feel an invisible strain, a smothering cover

I reach your image in my thoughts, I caress your skin

In my mind’s eye I see your Cheshire grin

I don’t need this, You don’t want this

Yet I touch my lips absently remembering your kiss

And I begin to chant that there can be no more of this

Dissipation and passion a cruel tryst

Take me...I wrote this a year ago but stumble upon it funnily whenever I feel eros' pang

The infinite depth of your startling eyes,

The wondrous feel of your skin close to mine

The taste of your lips, dilettevole[1], divine

Stirs me to respond, in great fervour.

Those lips, they haunt,

My passion, they taunt

As you plant sweet kisses

inflaming me with desire

A stolen caress

A scurrying ‘yes!’

We steal,

To a wondrous enclosure…

Moans emanate,

Our bodies undulate

and ecstasy…..

Gives us wings to keep ascending…



[1] Italian- Enchanting

Tuesday 5 April 2011

short story - Death Unmasked at a Masque


Silently, Felix slipped through the door, dagger held purposefully at his side. A glint at the corner of his eye and he hurriedly yet imperceptibly shook his cloak to cover the shine of metal. He listened in nervous anticipation, as the tremolo strings of the majestic Emperor’s Waltz hung on the air, accompanied by the graceful tap of the heeled shoes of women twirling in fanciful unison on the flagged stone floor, easily returning to the waiting support of the eager and expectant arms of their respected partners. He looked longingly at the couples, wishing in that instance that he could be apart of them, carefree, not so alone their essence quaked with the need to belong. He stayed to the wall, advancing slowly, while his stone faced expression kept would be dance partners at bay. His resolve set, nothing would deter him from his goal. The atmosphere quickly changed, as the orchestra played the opening strain of Fishman’s ‘Gypsy Waltz’. His face flashed a pained expression as the prince stood and entreated Mariette to dance. His job would be much more difficult, and for the briefest of instances, he grinned devilishly, the thought of regicide an aphrodisiac.

Merde,’ He intoned, as he watched two guards sauntered toward him, a show of casual nonchalance meant not to unnerve the guests, while transmitting their threat clearly to their quarry. He quickly stowed the dagger in its sheath at his hip, grateful his gloved hands masked his sweaty palms. He made his way toward his guards praying his mock indignation would adequately cover his fear of discovery. The guards, seeing his manner in reacting to their advance, were fast rethinking their move, and made a progressive halt before circling him. The head of the group, now directly facing him, bowed curtly and bid him a good evening, Felix cementing his effect with an icy supercilious stare before resuming his slow pace, approaching the buffet table, relief etched in the lines of his face, his back now to everyone. He considered running, of screaming to the happy gathering his treacherous intent. His mind took solace in his mission and its significance.

. . .

‘It is for the greater good that our prince must meet his demise, Felix.’ He looked incredulously at the robed man, for the first time in his thirty years dumbfounded. Rolande spoke with utter conviction of the prince’s guilt and betrayal, showing his intercepted correspondences to the pope. All the evidence led to one plausible conclusion: their prince was making arrangements to return the province to a Catholic faith, after a century of protestant harmony. Felix looked on in disbelief, as the monk detailed the Prince’s duplicity…