Deep breaths,In...out
inhale, and exhale
fight, breathe
think, breathe
push, breathe
extend, breathe
care, breathe
so much
such great tasks when I stand in the weakness of who I am, ravaged by my circumstance and shipwrecked on the isle of no identity...cutoff from persons who I've known all my life, cut off from the girl I helped raise and looked over with the care of every fibre of my being...my heart is broken, my soul is broken, I am BROKEN...and you are tired...rest well, and be refreshed, I had no idea I had held you captive in chivalrous self sacrifice, out of your element and in the abyss with me... someday you will realise, but til then, believe I never did enough and say it, and be happy that you say it, it makes no sense you say it and be miserable...til I can exist again, rest and heal...and If I never exist again...take care of YOU...
